From the recording Open Windows
Produced by Eric James & Jeremy Nichols
Written by Eric James, Jeremy Nichols, Natalia Bortolotti & Kevin Shima
Lead Vocals by Eric James
Backing Vocals by Eric James, Jeremy Nichols, Montana Rae, Natalia Bortolotti & Kevin Shima
Drum Programming by Eric James & Jeremy Nichols
Guitars by Jeremy Nichols
Piano by Eric James
Keys and Synths by Eric James
Additional Production by Kevin Shima
Vocal Production by Eric James & Jeremy Nichols
Engineered by Eric James, Jeremy Nichols & Kevin Shima
Editing by Eric James & Jeremy Nichols
Mixing by Jeremy Nichols
Mastering by Jeremy Nichols
Artwork by Jonathan Reich
Recorded at EJ's Apartment, Jeremy's Apartment, Natalia's Studio, and wherever Kevin recorded his harmonies
Lyrics
Yesterday is crumbling behind me
Where has it gone?
Cold and afraid
Dreaming of tomorrow
There’s nowhere to go
I gotta
I gotta
I gotta chase the light
I gotta
Oh
It’s always way too far
It’s hidden from my view
I gotta
Oh
Here I am still standing still
Trying to force my will
I know I have to move but I’m so paralyzed
Here I am stuck in the past
Trying to make those memories last
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified
I used to see everything so clearly in front of me
Now my vision is blurred
The fog has taken over
So hard to believe
I wanna
I wanna
I wanna find my faith
It’s out there
Oh
It’s so hard
It’s so hard
So hard to find my strength
It’s somewhere
Oh
Here I am still standing still
Trying to force my will
I know I have to move but I’m so paralyzed
Here I am stuck in the past
Trying to make those memories last
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified
Remember back to the time
When the daylight was mine
I’m really trying to find
That hidden place in my mind
Where I can come back to life
Here I am still standing still
Trying to force my will
I know I have to move but I’m so paralyzed
Here I am stuck in the past
Trying to make those memories last
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified
Oooh Oooh
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified
Oooh Oooh
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified
Oooh Oooh
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified
Oooh Oooh
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified
I know I have to let go but I’m so terrified